Contest for record deal

I've been writing own songs since I was 7 years old. What started out as a joke, became my biggest dedication and obsession. There's nothing in the world I love more than writing. Maybe sometimes, I love it more than friends, because friends are not always there when you need 'em, facing pen and paper are..


It was wednesday afternoon when I was surfing on the internet, eating my Ben & Jerry icecream. Accidently, I came by an article about a record company in Amsterdam. It said that they were searching for a new artist to sign, and all you had to do is writing and singing a text on a given melody. I told a good friend about it, and he said that I HAD to do it! There was no other option than participate. And he was right. After almost 12 years of songwriting, it's the right time to go to the next level.

The song I wrote is called 'Fair'. It's about a girl in a country who witnesses things we can't even imagine. A little little piece of my song:
She prays, she prays
For something to light her way
She pretend the next train
Will take her away to L.A.

[chorus]
Is it fair today being free?
Is it fair fighting for my dream?
Walk the path that my heart beats
Is it fair I easily breathe?
Is it fair that when you cheat
That it ain’t so hard to achieve?
Is fair that we can’t see?
Is it fair just being me?

Who knows, who knows
If this thing could be done
Do they shoot people just for fun?
Who knows who knows
If this thing could be done
Step out the shadow, face the sun

And this time I'll step up to the mic,
because I believe now it's there for me.

Must haves Spring/Summer '09

Hey y'all. These are my absolute number 1 must haves for this summer!
Look, learn and get inspired.


* Denim Jacket, Balenciaga
* Blazer, Vivienne Westwood - Red label
* Vintage Sunglasses, Leonard Paris
* Pink & nude lipstick, M.A.C. Cosmetics
* Retro scene hat, ?
* Leopard Swimsuit, Tradème
* Watch, adressbook & calculator in 1, Casio
* Earrings, Disney Couture
* Black ripped off bracelet, Chanel
* Wedge sandals, Alessandro Dell'Acqua
* Purple strappy sandals, Fendi

So basically: leopard print, heeled shoes, denim and gold!!

take care x.

My forever friend.

This piece is for a boy I know since I was 1 year old, and I used to call my best friend.

"I feel I've lost a thousand years, just living day by day. I'm hidden behind the pain and tears, my sorrow guides the way. I can't see where I have gone, nor where my life shall go, but leaving you my life-long friend, now it's the only way I know."

For in the eternal love of God, you gave me the best days of my life.

Little June, little June...

It's June already, and basically right now my head is only into school things. In 2 weeks I have my final exams, which I really need to pass!! I just handed in my 2 final reports for my English and Writing Skills class. Very very very busy.

Today I bought A4-format photopaper, and I'm going to try it on my photo's.. I'll show you the results in some time..
But I guess all these bla bla bla's is not what you want to hear, so view my new photographs! I think they all look a little sad, but maybe that's what I am too today. :) Enjoy!